guess who?

Alexander Watson, Emma Watson's younger brother.

Emma Charlotte Duerre Watson.

they really looked alike.

in the mean time, though; found this:

HAHAHA :D

there there, here's an update. hehe, i will update soon lah, don't fret :p in the mean time, i found these:

in Prisoner of Azkaban. i think they looked best in the third movie.

i am not sure whether it's true or not, but; the picture above is young Dumbledore on the left side, and young Grindelwald on the right. LOL

looking for this person:

anyone have any idea where she is? :p

maybe there's no reason to any of this.

hello you.

so how's it going? how are you doing? i'm talking to myself. haha. before finals, my best friends threw me a surprise birthday celebration. it was at klcc's secret recipe branch. note: don't go there, service really sucks. haha, still, i had fun :)

brownies! my favourite. hehe

a happy girl!

happy bunch of friends!

finals were scary. but to be honest, i would put the blame on myself. siiiigh.

last day of exams, trying to cramp all the information that i need.

after the last paper, CAT group 13, we had barbeque party sorta thing at one of my classmates' house, chaar her. there were loads of sausages, loads of eggs, loads of satay, loads of smiling, loads of laughing, loads of fun :) loads of everything in between lah. haha

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Saturday, 12th December 2009.

i was told by my mom that her cousin's dad passed away. which, i think, my granduncle? i was not close to him. i went to his funeral with my family. i thought i would not cry. but i did. it was the moment when i saw my grandaunt started crying. it was so sad. i became upset. i tried holding back the tears. i know it's not a good thing, but i can't help but to think: throughout my life now, and later on years, how many funerals must i attend. that was what made me so upset. i could not imagine life, without each and every one of those that i treasured the most. i decided i could not stay. if i did, i would bawl. so, i took a walk further away from the deceased family's place. i calmed down a little. i was told that if i don't want to be this upset, then don't think about it. easy for you to say. but what he said was also true. if i could avoid thinking about it, i tried as hard as i could.

Monday, 14th December 2009.

... and brave.

Tuesday, 15th December 2009.

i spent the whole day Youtube-ing. i was watching Bleach and still catching up. and i was also stalking Lee Seung Gi. i love him in his plaid shirt, i love him in his hat, i love him in his beanie. if you ask me how is my ideal boyfriend, i'd tell you someone like Lee Seung Gi. really.

Wednesday, 16th December 2009.

i spent the whole day surveying small tea table with my family. Fella Design's really expensive. my mom could not find anything that she likes. went back home and continue Youtube-ing on Bleach and Lee Seung Gi's recent concert in Seoul (fancam) my favourite characters in Bleach are Kurosaki Ichigo and Abarai Renji.

kurosaki...


... ichigo.


abarai...


... renji.

Thursday, 17th December 2009

we made plans, to swim at cindy's sister's house. my alarm did not ring at seven in the morning, instead i woke up at 8.30am when i heard my mom said: "Aren't you going to wake up? What about your sandwiches?" i practically 'teleported' to the kitchen and started making twenty over sets of sandwiches. i thought to myself, crap, i'm not going to make it. still, i made it just in time, while waiting for my dad to come back from sending my brother to college.

others brought snacks, i brought sandwiches, suba brought nasi tomato. it was really nice! hehe. we swam, we splashed, we eat, we talked, we laughed, we had fun :) we got sun burnt real bad. there's a really obvious color difference on our skin. lol

with mun fong's baby, kiki! she's really adorable, super energetic!

can you see the red mark on my face? it stings a little :(

"Sometimes, you don't need water to feel like you're drowning, right?" - Sarah Dessen.

i'm going to continue with bleach now. later!

i need a day like this - repair and service.

• a good cuppa in the morning, usually makes the rest of the day.
• can't wait for this week to end.
• on the other hand, i'm a bit sad as in sebak?
• this weekend would be seung gi's second concert in seoul :(
• i usually stalk him on soompi forums.
• come to think of it, cindy was the one who introduced me to soompi.
• HAHA
• if you like listening to love songs, ballads, try seung gi's third album - story of separation.
• he released six albums, two of them were remakes (cover of other singers).
• each and every song is sad. some are cheerful la.
• in one of his remake albums, he sang 원하고 원망하죠 by As One.
• translated: Desire and Hope / Want and Resent (wonhago wonmanghajyo)
• i came to know As One through Coffee Prince's OST. their song White Love Story was featured in it.
• Taru from The Melody is also not bad. she's something like Yuna, our very own Malaysian singer.
• haha, i recently found out that a few of Taru's songs were also featured in Coffee Prince.
• erm, my favourite korean dramas are Coffee Prince and Shining Inheritance. hehee
• oh, gong yoo's going to end his military service tomorrow! woohoo :) hehe
• i should go back to receivables allowances and partnership accounts.
• hmm.
• again, can't wait for this week to end!
• what am i going to do by this weekend?
• watch Bleach again on Youtube. they have two hundred over episodes over the years.
• i'll start with episode three. heh
• i'll continue watching 1N2D, Hi My Sweetheart, Death Note 2 and 3.
• i'll continue reading Veronika Decides To Die, The Time Traveler's Wife.
• i'll try to pao my dad in buying me Audrey Niffenegger's Her Fearful Symmetry.
• i should really go back to my receivables allowance.
• on the other hand, something to look forward to: seung gi's guerilla interview on Entertainment Weekly next week! :)
  
• till then, i miss all of you a lot. jom yum cha, tai hei, hang kai.

back then i swore i was gonna marry him someday, but i realized some bigger dreams of mine.

1. i am scared.
2. it's really freaky and scary that i am still taking my own sweet time, not opening the books to revise.
3. finals are two weeks away, or less.
4. i could not concentrate AT ALL.
5. when i start revising and memorizing, my eyes would feel droopy and sleepy.
6. i'd finally give in to sleep.
7. eventhough i had more than enough sleep.
8. dah la belum study, belum sit for the papers; daaah terfikirkan the three weeks (or less) holidays awaiting ahead :(
9. second semester starts on sixth of january.
10. kesian gile.
11. suddenly, i feel like eating cupcakes.
12. suddenly, i feel like eating brownies.
13. suddenly, i feel like eating gula tarik.
14. i need some motivation.
15. i am not moving! :((
16. i am in love with lee seung gi.
17. serious.
18. if any of you watch One Day Two Nights on KBS, you'd know why.
19. hehee
20. i had this dream last night, LSG's getting married.
21. it broke my heart :(
22. hahaha.
23. i would do this from now on: i would stop going to your profile to check out what are you up to. i'll start with one week.
24. this is a challenge to myself.
25. sounds corny. haha
26. but still.
27. from today onwards until the 11th of december, i would not touch the computer at all.
28. this, is also a challenge to myself.
29. i would also, not stalk lee seung gi until the 11th of december.
30. i would manage my time well.
31. fight away the sleepiness.
32. damn it la, i really need motivation X(
33. to those who have not taken their exams yet, i wish you all the best.
34. and let's study hard together.
35. i am really jealous of all of my friends who are done with their exams :(
36. dear mind, you should stop wandering.
37. random fact: i start to follow korean's music bank already. haha
38. i like girls generation's gee, whee sung's trickling, SHINee's ring ding dong (jonghyun looks like one of my classmates).
39. i love seung gi's albums. he's a ballad singer. he was the main actor in shining inheritance @ brilliant legacy.
40. i love watching 1D2N, roundtable plus.
41. my favourite is coffee prince.
42. i think kim jong min is really ridiculous (in a funny way)
43. nevertheless, i still follow billboard chart songs lah okaay :p
44. mcfly's all about you, savage garden's truly madly deeply, paramore's, orianthi's, taylor swift's, alexz johnson's, bethany joy's, aar's, jasonmraz's.
45. and a lot more.
46. for some unknown reason, i don't really like taylor swift, but i love her songs. hmm.
47. sometimes, i watch taiwan dramas. though they're really dramatic and lame at times, it's funny.
48. ah i just remembered this: have you ever watched blair witch project? i think it's great.
49. i don't really remember how did it go, but rumor has it that there will be blair witch project three? i dont know.
50. this is how i watch horror show: i lower the volume, and i put something in front of my face and take a peek everytime they show the scary scenes.
51. after exams, i am going to catch beyond the realm of conscience at mysoju.com.
52. after exams, which would be after eleventh, lee seung gi's having his second concert in seoul on 12th and 13th :(((((((
53. haiiiiiiiihhhh. okaaay then.

이승기 oppa, 난 당신이 그리워요.

(no, i don't know how to read. i use google translator. hehe)

you know, i'd give anything to go :(